I can see, that look on your face is discontent
You look like you don't even care about the time that we spent
Do you know, what it's like to be treated like dirt?
And thrown to the ground, and carry on like you're not hurt
And get up and see, everybody's laughing at me
The joke's on me, Catharsis will never be anything
Still it's sad to say, nothing really goes your way
And you can feel it inside with useless attempts to change
It's bad when you want people to feel like you too
And start another Columbine just so they walk in your shoes
I'll never blame Eric and Dylan for what they wanted to do
And I'd never feel bad if I killed Rachel too
I'll never ever fucking trust one woman again
Yet I'll always make myself be inferior to them
Still time passes and it gets more lonely than ever
And I fall again, hoping that we could only be together
It goes...
Hook
You gotta learn quick, how cold people can be
Men who decide to have sex with their whole families
And it seems like all the bad shit happens to me
Even though I know that I am doing the right thing
I guess the devil won 'cause I don't believe in God
The more I tried to make it work I felt like a fraud
Sometimes I wish I could die and get it all over with
Sometimes I wanna find train tracks and just sit
Sometimes I wanna get in people's face and tell them straight
I want payback, make em feel what I felt
Make em deal with all the bad shit that they dealt
And I'll watch their face change as they scream for help
Until then I'm stuck, I can't even get up
And there's not one person around that I can even trust
It sucks, and you're the only one, nobody else
There's no way in hell a stupid God can give me any help
Updated: Monday, 15 December 2008 6:53 PM MST
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